over. kill.

Back on track.

jeKai — Fri, 11 Sep 2009 02:50:21 +0000

Back on a regular basis? hindi ko alam. basta ang alam ko, kailangan ko ng mag update ng blog. Matagal na panahon ding naghibernate ang blogging skills ko. d ko alam kung bakit. Naubusan ng ideas? tinatamad? Pareho siguro. Dumating sa puntong wala na kong mapiga sa utak ko. Dahil na rin siguro sa kawalang excitement sa buhay ko. Idle mode kumbaga. Nakakulong pa din ako sa apat na dingding ng aking espasyo. Buhay Batugan.

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Binuburo ang sarili sa mundo ng Social Networking. Facebook dito, Facebook doon. Farm Town, Mafia, Barn Buddy, Friends for Sale, Restaurant City. Buddypoke at walang katapusang quizzes at surveys. Ano bang nakukuha ng mga tao sa pagubos ng oras dito? Nalilibang ang nakakabatong mundo lalo na ng mga BUM? Nagiging productive (para sa sarili) ang iyong araw? Ano mang epekto nito sa ibang tao parepareho man ang dahilan nila o magkakaiba. Ito’y nakakaadik. Ako man, inaamin kong adik ako sa pinaka “in” thing ngaun. ang Peysbuk.

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Paminsan minsan ay nakakaaliw ang magtrip down the memory lane. Masarap alalahanin ang kahapon. Lalo na ang masasayang tagpo. Pagibig? WEH? Hindi. KABATAAN. Masarap balikan ang kabataan. Nito lang ay nabigyan ako ng chance na makipagcommunicate uli a mga batchmates ko nung elementary. pagkatapos ng isang dekada. Ngayon lng uli ako nagkaroon ng ugnayan sa kanila. Nahiwalay ako nung mag highschool kme. Dahil mas pinili ko ang mapalinlang na ads ng bagong eskwelahan sa aming lugar. Anyways, nakakatuwang after 10 yrs ay nakakakausap ko na uli sila. Nagpaplano silang mag “reunion” sa darating na Biyernes. Nagdadalawang isip pa kong pumunta. Naiisip kong baka hindi ako magenjoy dhil maoOP ako sa kanila. Oh well. Nakakatuwa lang balikan ang mga kalokohan namin noon. Mga Loveteams. Mga First Love at Puppy Love. Groupies. Away. Bati. Asaran. Laro. At walang problema. Walang iniisip na komplikasyon. Enjoy lang. Nakakamiss maging bata.

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Eto ako ngayon. Wala pa din mapiga sa utak. Pinipilit ang sarili. Trying Hard. Ah ewan. Goodluck na lang.

Ibalik nyu ang blogging skills ko! hahaha :p

hooked!

jeKai — Sun, 26 Apr 2009 14:54:12 +0000

kinda hooked right now with facebook. having fun with all the feature it offers. enjoying much the game Mafia Wars. though, honestly, the games is a bore with all just the clicking and stuff. i really don’t know why i’m so addicted playing it. been doing it all day everyday. and feels glad to play the game well one step at a time.

come to think of it, the game is really a violence-provoking game which is really sort if a BI for kids. but hey, what a joy it gives me when i’m playing it. maybe it goes to say, i’m a bad ass naturally. ROFL. got few friends who were hooked also because of me. hoora! kudos to mafia! everyone’s getting addicted.

starting to know how to level up fast. and voila! got lots of money… millions of it!. HAHA!. getting down to it….

sertipayd.

jeKai — Mon, 06 Apr 2009 17:09:41 +0000

posting from cha’s fone. Gusto k dn sa fone k, kso d k p maayos. Badtrip. Twagan k nga ang globe. Oh well.

Tom: oathtaking sa smx convention. Naks. Sertipayd nars na tlga. Wid license id na din. Ok sa olrayt. Haha. Kso, bum pdn e. Shet!

Inaantok nko. Hav 2 wake up early pra magprepare. Haha. Manu2mpa n nga! Happy!

korni.

jeKai — Fri, 13 Mar 2009 05:29:51 +0000

..wala mshadong nangyayari pa. nagaantay pa. tgal pa kc ng ivt ko. isang linggo pang mangaantay. excited nko. excited na rin akong magtrabaho. sana matulungan ako ng tita ko. haiz.d pa din nagbabago ang takbo ng buhay ko. bum pa din. hahahahaha. booooooooooring!

..naadik sa american idol season 8. at naadik kay anoop desai. ewan ba. basta ganun. hahaahaha. bet ko: anoop desai at adam lambert. kaso so gay si adam at emo pa. haha. sa girls, si megan at alexis. madaming mas magaling na guys ngaun. tska kakaiba na ngaun. top 13 na. haha. 8 guys and 5 girls. pro may naeliminate na. si jasmine at si jorge. (i pronounce it as jorgie. not as horhe. mas bagay kc sa personality nya. pro mas tama ang horhe.) oks din si danny gokey. hehehe. pwede! tapos gwapong gwapo nman si kris allen. naks! parang artista. ung iba. oks na din. oh well. kakaumpisa pa lng ng competition. hintay na lng kung sino ang magwawagi. yeah!

..tagal na ng last post ko. wala kc akong maisip na masulat na maaus. oh well. till now, wala pa din. feel ko lng magshare ng idol experience ko. hahahahaha.

..whatever.

this is really is it.

jeKai — Fri, 20 Feb 2009 14:47:13 +0000

today is the day.

today is my day.

today, certified RN nko. =)

soooooooo happy!

Ma. Jeriza Ann Santiago Ocampo, RN

HOORA!

daymn

jeKai — Thu, 19 Feb 2009 15:01:11 +0000

..tomorrow is another day.

..tomorrow is the day.

..tomorrow is my day.

..(praying..) =)

and now..

jeKai — Fri, 23 Jan 2009 03:42:40 +0000

i have lots of things on my mind right now. i have a lot of plans that i want to accomplish. i don’t know when or where to start. im not sure of what to do now. i’m just drowning myself with writing. anything under the sun. thinking how my life has been. how all fucked up i got. i’m sucking it all up. no matter what i do. something is missing. something is not right. WTF. anyhow, as i’ve said. sucking it all up.

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what a life. it’s like oh comon! there’s got to be something more! something better. there’s more to life. than all this shit. well, need to be patient. there’s got to be a change. especially when the results are out! yeah!. i know, right? i’m gonna be damn rich! haha. nursing world! here i come!

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signing off.

putek.

jeKai — Fri, 16 Jan 2009 05:22:47 +0000

nkakatamad ngaun. ano bang magandang magawa upang malibang ang natutulog kong mundo? mahirap maging bum. lumalabas na ikaw na ang nagiging utusan ng mga tao since wala ka nman daw ginagawa at nakatambay ka lang sa kwarto mo at inuubos ang oras sa paglakbay sa tinatawag na WWW. ewan ko ba. feeling nila, wala kang choice kundi sundin sila. iisipin pa eh umiiwas ka. o nagdadamot ka ng oras mo. na ayaw mo. na wala kang pakinabang. ewan ko ba. feeling nila hindi ka gumagawa ng paraan na maging makabuluhan ang buhay mo. ano bang magagawa mo kung ayaw kang pagbigyan ng pagkakataon na ipakita na may silbi ka rin naman sa mundo. kaya feeling ng ibang tao. pasalamat ka pa na binibigyan ka nila silbi. para naman sila ang makapagliwaliw sa mundo. itatali ka nila sa responsibilidad na para nman sa knila.para sa kanila, ikaw pwede kang makapagkompromiso. para lang mapagbigyan ung gusto nila. pro sila di marunong makipagkompromiso pag ikaw nman ang may kailangan. meron ka sariling buhay at mga gustong gawin. pero since maaapakan yung iba nilang responsibilidad. aalisin nila yung mga gusto mo para ipagawa sayo ung responsibilidad na hindi nila magagawa. dahil isa kang bum. masaya di ba? pag bibigyan mu sila lagi. eh pano ka na? pano mu ipagpapatuloy yung mga nauunsyami mong mga plano? eh iniistorbo nilang lahat. ewan. hindi patas.

patola.

.trying my luck.

jeKai — Thu, 15 Jan 2009 13:04:08 +0000

there’s nothing wrong with pushing your luck. especially if it’s for your own good. i really think that if you don’t try anything at all. even luck won’t put you anywhere. i believe luck is trying, risking and determination to achieve something. if you won’t give it a try, you won’t achieve anything. you won’t be on top if you don’t sweat it. may be that’s why even though i had so many failures and rejects in my life. i never gave up. i just kept on trying. and up to now, i still am. you will never know when you’ll get your own slice of life if you just burn your ass and wait. there’s no point in waiting. you should be in action. try your luck. so you’ll never miss anything. not a single thing. every opportunity knocks once in a lifetime. who knows when it will knock again at your door. or maybe not again. so don’t miss the chance. grab every opportunity that gets in your way. if you fail, it just simply mean that better opportunity awaits you. be patient. you”ll have your own time. no matter how long it takes. the feeling you get once you have it. is inexplicable. it’s worth the million trials. if it’s yours, it is YOURS. no one’s gonna be able to take it away from you.

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there is one thing i want in my life right now. to make the people i love dear be proud of me. and be able to give back what they have done for me. and i do believe that i’m few steps away to get that. i know that i have done it this time because He was there with me. He always was. i just never gave a moment to realize that before. but this time. i know and i’m happy that He’s there. and is here. so i’m bringing back all the glory to Him.

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now, i realize that everyone deserves a second chance. if i want a second chance, i should learn to give one too. maybe there are things that are done and over with. but if one asks for a second chance. never be selfish to give that. as i have said. there’s no point in giving up easily without a fight for you might miss what you have been looking for.

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in every end of a rainbow, there is a pot of gold? not! but there will always be a person who is as stupid as you are who believed there is. and who knows? he/she might end up as the one you’ve been looking for your whole life. and the same goes for him/her. =)

one night only

jeKai — Tue, 13 Jan 2009 15:32:35 +0000

i’ve been thinking lately. how my life my has been for the past months. a lot were wasted. i should’ve been much better right now. it would have been nicer. do i deserve everything that happened and what is happening right now? maybe. maybe i wouldn’t ask what might have been. do i regret? i guess you can’t take that away. but still, i am happy that i’m still here. in full control. and stronger. i may have a lot of failures but i know. i can ace my way out of it. when? in due time. i believe that everything will fall into its rightful place. sometime. somehow. anyhow, failures won’t stop me. it won’t bring me down. i know i could strive harder than before. i know that i can make it. i know the time of my life will come. that i can proudly say that this is my now. and i’ve worked my ass out to be in here. but now, i am happy with what i have. i may have achieved a little. but this is just the start. life will be a lot better soon. cause i know i surrender everything to HIM.

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life may be unfair. you just have to bend on it. with failures, comes happiness. just accept the fact that you failed and learn from it. move on. have a piece of cake and eat it, too. nothing’s sweeter than making the best out of life, out of what you have. soar high. work hard. and trust the Greatness. =)